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    -Ha!

    Solemnly!

    In effect solemnly!

    Aworthybeginning!

    Afric manner, solemnly!

    Of a lion worthy,

    Orperhaps of avirtuous howl-monkey

    But it s naught to you,

    Yefriendly damsels dearly loved,

    At whose own feet to me,

    The first occasion,

    To a European under palm-trees,

    At seat is now granted. Selah.

    Wonderful, truly!

    Here do I sit now,

    The desert nigh, and yet I am

    So far still from the desert,

    Even in naught yet deserted:

    That is, I mswallowed down

    By this the smallest oasis:

    It opened up just yawning,

    Its loveliest mouth agape,

    Most sweet-odoured of all mouthiets:

    Then fell I right in,

    Right down, right through in mongyou*

    Ye friendly damsels dearly loved! Selah.344 THUS SPAKE ZARATHUSTRJI

    Hail! hail! to that whale, fishlike,

    if it thus for its guest s convenience

    Madethings nice! (ye well know,

    Surely, my learned allusion?)

    Hail to its belly,

    If it had e er

    Asuch loveliest oasis-belly

    As this is: though however I doubt about it,

    Withthis come I out of Old-Europe,

    Thatdoubt thmoreeagerlythan doth any

    Elderly married woman.

    May the Lord improve it!

    Amen!

    HeredoI sit now,

    in this the smallest oasis,

    Like a date indeed,

    Brown, quite sweet, gold-suppurating,

    For rounded mouth of maiden longing,

    But yet still more for youthful, maidlike,

    Ice-cold and snow-white and incisory

    Front teeth: and for such assuredly,

    Pine the hearts all of ardent date-fruits. Selah.

    Tothe there-named south-fruits now,

    Similar, all-too-similar,

    DoI lie here; by little

    Flying insects

    Round-sniffled and round-played.

    And also by yet littler,

    Foolisher, and peccabler

    Wishes and phantasies,AMONG DAUGHTERS OF THE DESERT 345

    Environed by you,

    Yesilent, presentientest

    Maiden-kittens,

    Duduand Suleika,

    Roundsphmxed, that into one word

    I maycrowd much feeling:

    (Forgive me, OGod,

    All such speech-sinning! )

    Sit I here the best of air sniffling,

    Paradisal air, truly,

    Bright and buoyant air, golden-mottled,

    Asgoodly air as ever

    From lunar orb downfell

    Be it by hazard,

    Or supervened it by arrogancy?

    Asthe ancientpoers relate it.

    But doubter, I mnow calling it

    In question: with this do I come indeed

    Out of Europe,

    That doubt th more eagerly than doth any

    Elderly marriedwoman.

    May the Lord improve it!

    Amen.

    This the finest air drinking,

    With nostrils out-swelled like goblets.

    Lacking future, lacking remembrances9

    Thusdo I sit here, ye

    Friendly damsels dearly loved,

    And look at the palm-tree there,

    Howit, to a dance-girl, like,340 THUS SPAKE ZARATHUSTRA

    Doth bow and bend and on its haunches bob,

    One doth it too, when one view th it long!

    Toa dance-girl like, who as it seem th to me,

    Too long, and dangerously persistent,

    Always, always, just on single leg hath stood?

    Then forgot she thereby, as it seem th to me.

    The other leg?

    Forvainly I, at least,

    Did search for the amissing

    Fellow-jewel

    Namely, the other leg

    In the sanctified precincts,

    Nigh her very dearest, very tenderest,

    Flapping and fluttering and flickering skirting.

    Yea, if ye should, ye beauteous friendly ones,

    Quitetake myword:

    She hath, alas; lost it!

    Hu! Hu! Hu! Hu! Hu!

    It is away!

    For ever away!

    Theother leg!

    Oh, pity for that loveliest other leg!

    Where may it now tarry, all-forsaken weeping?

    Thelonesomest leg?

    In fear perhaps before a

    Furious, yellow, blond and curled

    Leonine monster? Or perhaps even

    Gnawed away, nibbled badly

    Most wretched, woeful! woeful! nibbled badly! Selas

    Oh, weep ye not,

    Gentle spirits!AMONG DAUGHTERS OF T Hti DESERT 347

    Weepye not, ye

    Date-fruit spirits! Milk-bosoms!

    Ye sweetwood-heart

    Purselets!

    Weepye no more,

    Pallid Dudu!

    Be a man, Suleika! Bold! Bold!

    Or else should there perhaps

    Something strengthening, heart-strengthening,

    Here most proper be?

    Some inspiring text?

    Some solemn exhortation?

    Ha! Up now! honour!

    Moral honour! European honour!

    Blowagain, continue,

    Bellows-box of virtue!

    Ha!

    Oncemorethy roaring,

    Thymoral roaring!

    Asavirtuous lion

    Nigh the daughters of deserts roaring!

    For virtue s out-howl,

    Yevery dearest maidens,

    Is morethan every

    European fervour, European hot-hunger!

    And now do I stand here,

    As European,

    I can t be different, Gods help to me!

    Amen!

    &quot;be deserts grow: woehtm whodoth them hide!348 THUS SPAKE ZARATHUSTRA

    . The Awakening

    AFTERthe song of the wanderer and shadow, the cave became

    all at once full of noise and laughter: and since the assembled

    guests all spake simultaneously, and even the ass, encouraged

    thereby, no longer remained silent, a little aversion and scorn

    for his visitors came over Zarathustra, although he rejoiced at

    their gladness. For it seemed to him a sign of convalescence.

    So he slipped out into the open air and spake to his animals.

    &quot;Whither hath their distress now gone?&quot; said he, and

    already did he himself feel relieved of his petty disgust

    &quot;with me, it seemeth that they have unlearned their cries of

    distress!

    Though, alas! not yet their crying.&quot; And Zarathustra

    stopped his ears, for just then did the YE-A of the ass mix

    strangely with the noisy jubilation of those higher men.

    &quot;They are merry,&quot; he began again, &quot;and who knoweth?

    perhaps at their host s expense; and if they havelearned of me

    to laugh, still it is not my laughter they have learned.

    But what matter about that! They are old people: they re

    cover in their ownway, they laugh in their ownway; mine ears

    have already endured worse and have not becomepeevish.

    This day is a victory: he already yieldeth, hefleeth, the spirit

    of gravity, mine old arch-enemy! Howwell this day is about te

    end, which began so badly and gloomily!

    And it is about to end. Already cometh the evening: over

    the sea rideth it hither, the good rider! How it bobbeth, the

    blessed one, the home-returning one, in its purple saddles!THE AWAKENING 349

    The sky gazeth brightly thereon, the world lieth deep. Oh

    r

    all ye strange ones who have come to me, it is already worth

    a/hile to have lived with me!&quot;

    Thus spake Zarathustra. And again came the cries anc*

    laughter of the higher men out of the cave: then began he

    anew:

    They bite at it, my bait taketh, there departeth also from

    them their enemy, the spirit of gravity. Now do they learn to

    laugh at themselves: do I hear rightly?

    Myvirile food taketh effect, mystrong and savoury sayings:

    and verily, I did not nourish them with flatulent vegetables!

    But with warrior-food, with conqueror-food: new desires did

    I awaken.

    Newhopes are in their arms and legs, their hearts expand.

    They find new words, soon will their spirits breathe wanton

    ness.

    Such food may sure enough not be proper for children, nor

    even for longing girls old and young. One persuadeth their

    bowels otherwise; I am not their physician and teacher.

    The disgust departeth from these higher men; well! that is

    my victory. In my domain they become assured; all stupid

    shame fleeth away; they empty themselves.

    They empty their hearts, good times return unto them, they

    keep holiday and ruminate, they becomethankful.

    That do I take as the best sign: they become thankful. Not

    long will it be ere they devise festivals, and put up memorials

    to their old joys.

    They are convalescents!&quot; Thus spake Zarathustra joyfullv

    to his heart and gazed outward; his animals, however, pressed

    up to him, and honoured his happiness and his silence.THUS PAKE ZARATHUSTRA

    2

    All on a sudden however, Zarathustra s ear was frightened

    for the cave which had hitherto been full of noise and laugh

    ter, became all at once still as death; his nose, however, smel

    a sweet-scented vapour and incense-odour, as if from burning

    pine-cones.

    &quot;What happeneth? Whatare they about?&quot; heasked himself,

    And stole nrr tc the entrance, that he might be able unobserved

    to see his guests. But wonder upon wonder! what was he then

    obliged to behold with his own eyes!

    &quot;They have all of them become pious again, they pray, they

    are mad!&quot; said he, and was astonished beyond measure. And

    forsooth! all these higher men, the two kings, the pope out of

    service, the evil magician, the voluntary beggar, the wanderer

    and shadow, the old soothsayer, the spiritually conscientious

    one, and the ugliest man they all lay on their knees like chil

    dren and credulous old women, and worshipped the ass. And

    just then began the ugliest manto gurgle and snort, as if some

    thing unutterable in him tried to find expression; when, how

    ever, he had actually found words, behold! it was a pious

    strange litany in praise of the adored and censed ass. And the

    litany sounded thus:

    Amen! And glory and honour and wisdom and thanks anc*

    praise and strength be to our God, from everlasting to ever

    lasting!

    The ass, however, here brayed YE-A.

    He carried our burdens, he hath taken upon him the forrr

    of a servant, he is patient of heart and never saith Nav; and h*

    who loveth his God chastiserh him.THE AWAKENING 351

    The ass, however, here brayed YE-A.

    Hespeaketh not:except that he ever saith Yea to the worlo!

    vhich he created: thus doth he extol his world. It is his artful-

    less that speaketh not: thus is he rarely found wrong.

    The ass, however, here brayed YE-A.

    Uncomelygoeth hethrough theworld. Grey is the favourite

    colour in which he wrappeth his virtue. Hath he spirit, then

    doth he conceal it; every one, however, believeth in his long

    ears.

    The ass, however, here brayed YE-A.

    Whathidden wisdom it is to wear long ears, and only to say

    Yea and never Nay! Hath he not created the world in his own

    image, namely, as stupid as possible?

    The ass, however, here brayed YE-A.

    Thou goest straight and crooked ways1

    it concerneth thee

    ;

    little what seemeth straight or crooked unto us men. Beyond

    good and evil is thy domain. It is thine innocence not to know

    vhat innocence is.

    The ass, however, here brayed YE-A.

    Lo! howthou spurnest none from thee, neither beggars nor

    kings. Thou sufferest ,-itle children to come unto thee, and

    when the bad boys decoy thee, theii sayest thou simply, YE-A.

    The ass, however, here brayed YE-A.

    Thou lovest she-asses and fresh figs, thou art no food-

    iespiser. A thistle tickleth thy heart when thou chancest to be

    hungry. There is the wisdom of a God therein.

    The ass, however, here brayed YE-A.352 THUS SPAKE ZARATKUSTRA

    78. The Ass-Festival

    *iT THIS place in the litany, however, Zarathustra could nc

    longer control himself; hehimself cried out YE-A, louder even

    thanthe ass, and sprang into themidst of his maddened guests.

    &quot;Whatever are you about, ye grown-up children? he ex

    claimed, pulling up the praying ones from the ground. &quot;Alas,

    if any one else, except Zarathustra, had seen you:

    Every one would think you the worst blasphemers, or the

    very foolishest old women, with your new belief!

    And thou thyself, thou old pope, how is it in accordance

    with thee, to adore an ass in such a manner as God?&quot;

    &quot;O Zarathustra,&quot; answered the pope, &quot;forgive me, but in

    divine matters I am more enlightened even than thou. And it

    is right that it should be so.

    Better to adore Godso, in this form, than in no form at all.!

    Think over this saying, mine exalted friend: thou wilt readily

    divine that in such a saying there is wisdom.

    Hewhosaid Godis a Spirit madethe greatest stride and

    slide hitherto made on earth towards unbelief: such a dictum

    is not easily amended again on earth!

    Mine old heart leapeth and boundeth because there is still

    something to adore on earth. Forgive it, OZarathustra, to an

    old, pious pontiff-heart!

    -&quot;And thou,&quot; said Zarathustra to the wanderer and

    shadow, &quot;thou callest and thinkest thyself a free spirit? And

    thou here practisest such idolatry and hierolatry?THE ASS-FESTIVAL 353

    Worseverily, doestthouherethan with thy bad browngirls,

    thou bad, new believer!&quot;

    &quot;It is sad enough,&quot; answered the wanderer and shadow,

    &quot;thou art right: but how can I help it! The old God liveth

    again, OZarathustra, thou mayst say whatthou wilt.

    The ugliest man is to blame for it all: he hath reawakened

    him. And if he say that he once killed him, with Gods death

    is always just a prejudice.&quot;

    -&quot;And thou,&quot; said Zarathustra, &quot;thou bad old magician,

    what didst thou do! Whoought to believe any longer in thee

    in this free age, whenthou believest in such divine donkeyism?

    It was a stupid thing that chou didst; how couldst thou, a

    shrewd man, do such a stupid thing!&quot;

    &quot;O Zarathustra,&quot; answered the shrewd magician, &quot;thou art

    right, it was a stupid thing, it was also repugnant to me.&quot;

    &quot;And thou even,&quot; said Zarathustra to the spiritually con

    scientious one, &quot;consider, and put thy finger to thy nose! Doth

    nothing go against thy conscience here? Is thy spirit not too

    cleanly for this praying and the fumes of those devotees?&quot;

    &quot;There is something therein,&quot; said the spiritually conscien

    tious one, and put his finger to his nose, &quot;there is something in

    this spectacle which even doeth good to my conscience.

    Perhaps I dare not believe in God: certain it is however, that

    God seemeth to memost worthy of belief in this form.

    God is said to be eternal, according to the testimony of the

    mostpious: hewhohath so muchtimetaketh his time. Asslow

    and as stupid as possible: thereby can such a one nevertheless

    go very far.

    Andhewhohath too muchspirit mightwell becomeinfatu

    ated with stupidity and folly. Think of thyself, OZarathustra!

    Thou thyself verily! even thou couldst well become an

    ass through superabundance of wisdom.354 THUS SPAKE ZARATHUSTRA

    Doth not the true sago willingly walk on the crookedest

    paths? The evidence teacheth it, O Zarathustra, thine own

    evidence!&quot;

    -&quot;And thou thyself, finally/ said Zarathustra, and turned

    towards the ugliest man, who still lay on the ground stretch

    ing up his arm to the ass (for he gave it wine to drink).

    &quot;Say,

    thou nondescript, what hast thou been about!

    Thou seemest to metransformed, thine eyes glow, the man-

    de of the sublime covereth thine ugliness: what didst thou do?

    Is it then true what they say, that thou hast again awakened

    him? And why? Washe not tor good reasons killed and made

    away with?

    Thou thyself seemest to meawakened: what didst thou do?

    why didst thou turn round? Why didst thou get converted?

    Speak, thou nondescript!&quot;

    &quot;O Zarathustra,&quot; answered the ugliest man, &quot;thou art a

    rogue!

    Whetherhe yet liveth, or again liveth, or is thoroughly dead

    which of us both knoweth that best? I ask thee.

    One thing however do I know, from thyself did I learn it

    once, OZarathustra: he who wanteth to kill most thoroughly,

    laugheth.

    Not by wrath but by laughter doth one kill thus spakest

    thou once, O Zarathustra, thou hidden one, thou destroyer

    without wrath, thou dangerous saint, thou art a

    rogue!&quot;

    Then, however, did it come to pass that Zarathustra, aston

    !hed at such merely roguish answers, jumped back to the doorTHU ASS-FESTIVAL 355

    of his cave, and turning towards all his guests, cried out with

    a strong voice:

    &quot;O ye wags, all of you, ye buffoons! Why do ye dissemble

    and disguise yourselves before me!

    How the hearts of all of you convulsed with delight and

    wickedness, because ye had at last become again like little

    children namely, pious,

    Because ye at last did again as children do namely,

    prayed, folded your hands and said good God!

    But now leave, I pray you, this nursery, mine own cave,

    where today all childishness is carried on. Cool down, here

    outside, your hot child-wantonness and heart-tumult!

    To be sure: except ye become as little children ye shall not

    enter into that kingdomof heaven.&quot; (AndZarathustra pointed

    aloft with his hands.)

    &quot;But we do not at all want to enter into the kingdom of

    heaven: we have become men, so we want the kingdom of

    earth.&quot;

    And once more began Zarathustra to speak. &quot;O my new

    friends,&quot; said he, &quot;ye strange ones, ye higher men, howwell

    do ye now please me,

    Since ye have again become joyful! Ye have, verily, all

    blossomed forth: it seemeth to methat for such flowers as you,

    new festivals are required.

    A little valiant nonsense, some divine service and ass

    festival, some old joyful Zarathustra fool, some blusterer tji

    blowyour souls bright.356 THUS SPAKE ZARATHUSTRA

    Fcrget not this night and this ass-festival, ye higher men!

    That did ye devise when with me, that do I take as a good

    omen, such things only the convalescents devise!

    And should ye celebrate it again, this ass-festival, do it from

    love to yourselves, do it also from love to me! And in remem

    brance of me!&quot;

    Thus spake Zarathustra.

    The Drunken Song

    MEANWHILE one after another had gone out into the open air,

    and into the cool, thoughtful night; Zarathustra himself, how

    ever, led the ugliest man by the hand, that he might show him

    his night-world, and the great round moon, and the silvery

    water-falls near his cave. There they at last stood still beside

    one another; all of them old people, but with comforted, brave

    hearts, and astonished in themselves that it was so well with

    them on earth; the mystery of the night, however, came nighcr

    and nigher to their hearts. And anew Zarathustra thought to

    himself: &quot;Oh, howwell do they now please me, these higher

    men!&quot; but he did not say it aloud, for he respected their

    happiness and their silence.

    Then, however, there happened that which in this astonish

    ing long daywas most astonishing: the ugliest manbegan once

    more and for the last time to gurgle and snort, and when heTHE DRUNKEN SONG 357

    at length found expression, behold! there sprang a ques

    tion plump and plain out of his mouth, a good, deep, clear

    question, which moved the hearts of all who listened to him.

    &quot;My friends, all of

    you,&quot;

    said the ugliest man, &quot;what thinK

    ye? For the sake of this day / amfor the first time content to

    have lived mine entire life.

    And that I testify so much is still not enough for me. It

    is worth while living on the earth: one day, one festival with

    Zarathustra, hath taught me to love the earth.

    Was that life? will I say unto death. Well! Once

    more!

    My friends, what think ye? Will ye not, like me, say unto

    death: Was that life? For the sake of Zarathustra, well!

    Once more!&quot;

    Thus spake the ugliest man; it was not, however, far from

    midnight. And what took place then, think ye? As soon as the

    higher men heard his question, they became all at once con

    scious of their transformation and convalescence, and of him

    whowas the cause thereof: then did they rush up to Zarathus

    tra, thanking, honouring, caressing him, and kissing his hands,

    each in his own peculiar way; so that some laughed and some

    wept. The old soothsayer, however, danced with delight; and.

    though he was then, as some narrators suppose, full of sweet

    wine, he was certainly still fuller of sweet life, and had re

    nounced all weariness. There are even those who narrate that

    the ass then danced: for not in vain had the ugliest manprevi

    ously given it wine to drink. That maybe the case, or it may be

    otherwise; and if in truth the ass did not dance that evening,

    there nevertheless happened then greater and rarer wonders

    than the dancing of an ass would have been. In short, as the

    proverb of Zarathustra saith: &quot;What doth it matter!&quot;358 THUS SPAKE ZARATHUSTRA

    When, however, this took place with the ugliest man, Zara

    diusura stood there like one drunken: his glance dulled, his

    tongue faltered and his feet staggered. And who could divine

    what thoughts then passed through Zarathustra s soul? Ap

    parently, however, his spirit retreated and fled in advance and

    was in remote distances, and as it were &quot;wandering on high

    &quot;

    mountain-ridges,&quot; as it standeth written,

    twixt two seas,

    Wandering twixt the past and the future as a heavy

    cloud.&quot; Gradually, however, while the higher men held him

    in their arms, he came back to himself a little, and resisted

    with his hands the crowd of the honouring and caring ones;

    but he did not speak. All at once, however, he turned his head

    quickly, for he seemed to hear something: then laid he his

    finger on his mouth and said: &quot;Come!&quot;

    And immediately it became still and mysterious round

    about; from the depth however there cameup slowly the sound

    of a clock-bell. Zarathustra listened thereto, like the higher

    men; then, however, laid hehis ringer on his mouth the second

    time, and said again: &quot;Come! Come! It is getting on to mid

    night!&quot;

    and his voice had changed. But still he had not

    moved from the spot. Then it became yet stiller and more mys

    terious, and everything hearkened, even the ass, and Zarathus

    tra s noble r.njmals, the eagle and the serpent, likewise the

    cave of Zarathustra and the big cool moon, and the night itself.

    Zarathustra, however, laid his hand upon his mouth for the

    third time, and said:

    Come! Come! Come! Let us now wander! It is the now,

    let us wander into the night!THE DRUNKEN SONG

    3

    L e higher men, it is getting on to midnight: then will I say

    something into your ears, as that old clock-bell saith it into

    mine ear,

    As mysteriously, as frightfully, and as cordially as that

    midnight clock-bell speaketh it to me, which hath experienced

    more than one man:

    Which hath already counted the smarting throbbings of

    your fathers hearts ah! ah! how it sigheth! how it laugheth

    in its dream! the old, deep, deep midnight!

    Hush! Hush! Then is there many a thing heard which may

    not be heard by day; now however, in the cool air, when even

    all the tumult of your hearts hath become still,

    Nowdoth it speak, nowis it heard, now doth it steal into

    overwakeful, nocturnal souls: ah! ah! how the midnight sigh

    eth! howit laugheth in its dream!

    Hearest thou not how it mysteriously, frightfully, and

    cordially speaketh unto thee, the old deep, deep midnight?

    O man, take heed!

    Woeto me! Whither hath time gone? Have I not sunk into

    deep wells? The world sleepeth

    Ah! Ah! The dog howleth, the moon shineth. Rather will 1

    die, rather will I die, than say unto you what my midnight-

    heart now thinketh.

    Already have I died. It is all over. Spider, whyspinnest thou

    around me? Wilt thou have blood? Ah! Ah! The dew falleth,

    tht hour cometh560 THUS SPAKE ZARATHUSTRA

    The hour in which I frost and freeze, which asketh anc

    asketh and asketh: &quot;Who hath sufficient courage for it?

    Whois to be master of the world? Whois going to say:

    Thus shall ye flow, ye great and small streams!&quot;

    The hour approacheth: O man, thou higher man, take

    heed! this talk is for fine ears, for thine ears what saith deep

    midnight s voice indeed?

    It carrieth me away, my soul danceth. Day s-work! Days-

    work! Whois to be master of the world:

    Themoonis cool, the wind is still. Ah! Ah! Haveye already

    flown high enough? Yehave danced: a leg, nevertheless, is not

    awing.

    Yegood dancers, nowis all delight over: wine hath become

    lees, every cup hath become brittle, the sepulchres mutter.

    Yehavenot flown high enough: nowdo the sepulchres mut

    ter: &quot;Free the dead! Whyis it so long night? Doth not the

    moonmakeus drunken?&quot;

    Ye higher men, free the sepulchres, awaken the corpses!

    Ah, why doth the worm still burrow? There approacheth,

    there approacheth, the hour,

    There boometh the clock-bell, there thrilleth still the

    heart, there burroweth still the wood-worm, the heart-worm.

    Ah! Ah! The world is deep!

    Sweet lyre! Sweet lyre! I love thy tone, thy drunken, ranun

    culine tone! how long, how far hath come unto methv cone

    fromthe distance, from the oonds of love!THE DRUNKEN SONG 361

    Thou old clock-bell, thou sweet lyre! Every pain hath torn

    thy heart, father-pain, fathers -pain, forefathers -pain; thy

    speech hath become ripe,

    Ripelike the golden autumn and the afternoon, like mine

    anchorite heart new sayest thou: The world itself hath be

    come ripe, the grape turneth brown,

    Now doth it wish to die, to die of happiness. Ye higher

    men, doye not feel it? Therewelleth upmysteriously an odour,

    Aperfume and odour of eternity, a rosy-blessed, brown,

    gold-wine-odour of old happiness.

    Of drunken midnight-death happiness, which singeth:

    the world is deep, anddeeper than the day could read!

    Leave me alone! Leave me alone! I am too pure for thee.

    Touch me not! Hath not my world just now become perfect?

    Myskin is too purefor thy hands. Leave mealone, thou dull,

    doltish, stupid day! Is not the midnight brighter?

    The purest are to be masters of the world, the least known,

    the strongest, the midnight-souls, who are brighter and deeper

    than any day.

    Oday, thou gropest for me? Thou feelest for myhappiness?

    For thee am I rich, lonesome, a treasure-pit, a gold chamber?

    O world, thou wantest me? Am I worldly for thee? Am1

    spiritual for thee? AmI divine for thee? But day and world,

    ye are too coarse,

    Have cleverer hands, grasp after deeper happiness, after

    deeperunhappiness, grasp after some God; grasp not after me:

    Mine unhappiness, my happiness is deep, thou strange

    day, but yet am I no God, no God s-hell: deep is its woe.362 THUS SPAKE ZARATHUSTRA

    8

    Gods woe is deeper, thou strange world! Grasp at God s

    woe, not at me! Whatam I! A drunken sweet lyre,

    A midnight-lyre, a bell-frog, which no one understand-

    eth, but which must speak before deaf ones, ye higher men!

    For ye do not understand me!

    Gone! Gone! Oyouth! Onoontide! Oafternoon! Nowhave

    come evening and night and midnight, the dog howleth, the

    wind:

    Is the wind not a dog? It whineth, it barketh, it howleth.

    Ah! Ah! howshe sigheth! howshe laugheth, howshewheezetb

    and panteth, the midnight!

    How she just now speaketh soberly, this drunken poetess!

    hath she perhaps overdrunk her drunkenness? hath she be

    come overawake? doth she ruminate?

    Herwoedoth she ruminate over, in a dream, the old, deep

    midnight and still more her joy. For joy, although woeb&amp;lt;&quot;

    deep, joy is deeper still than grief can be.

    9

    Thougrape-vine! Whydost thou praise me? Have I not cut

    thee! I am cruel, thou bleedest: what meaneth thy praise of

    my drunken cruelty?

    &quot;Whatever hath become perfect, everything mature

    wanteth to die!&quot; so sayest thou. Blessed, blessed be the vint-

    iier s knife! But everything immature wanteth to live: alas!

    Woesaith: &quot;Hence! Go! Away, thou woe!&quot; But everything

    that suffereth wanteth to live, that it may become mature an^

    lively and longing.THE DRUNKEN SONG 363

    Longing for the further, the higher, the brighter.&quot;I want

    heirs,&quot; so saith everything that suffereth,&quot;I wantchildren, I do

    not want myself,&quot;

    Joy, however, doth not wantheirs, it doth not wantchildren,

    j -jy wanteth itself, it wanteth eternity, it wanteth recurrence,

    it wanteth everything eternally-like-itself.

    Woe saith: &quot;Break, bleed, thou heart! Wander, thou leg!

    Thouwing, fly! Onward! upward! thou

    pain!&quot;

    Well! Cheerup!

    Omine old heart: Woesaith: &quot;Hence! Go!&quot;

    10

    Ye higher men, what think ye? Am I a soothsayer? Or a

    dreamer? Or a drunkard? Or a dream-reader? Or a midnight-

    bell?

    Or a drop of dew? Or a fume and fragrance of eternity?

    Hearye it not? Smell ye it not? Just nowhath myworld become

    perfect, midnight is also mid-day,

    Pain is also a joy, curse is also a blessing, night is also a

    sun, go away! or ye will learn that a sage is also a fool.

    Said ye ever Yea to one joy? Omyfriends, then said ye Yea

    also unto all woe. All things are enlinked, enlaced and enam

    oured,

    Wanted ye ever once to come twice; said ye ever: &quot;Thou

    pleasest me, happiness! Instant! Moment!&quot; then wanted ye all

    ^o come back again!

    All anew, all eternal, all enlinked, enlaced and enam

    oured, Oh, then did ye love the world,

    Yeeternal ones, ye love it eternally and for all time: and

    also unto woe do ye say: Henrp Go! but come back! For ioyf

    all want eternity!THUS SPAKE ZARATHUSTRA

    n_

    All joy wanteth the eternity of all things, it wanteth honey,

    it wanteth lees, it wanteth drunken midnight, it wantetl&quot;

    graves, it wanteth grave-tears consolation, it wanteth gildec

    evening-red

    Whatdoth not joy want! it is thirstier, heartier, hungrier,

    more frightful, more mysterious, than all woe: it wanteth

    itself, it biteth into itself, the rings will writheth in it,

    It wanteth love, it wanteth hate, it is over-rich, it bestow-

    eth, it throweth away, it beggeth for some one to take from it,

    it thanketh the taker, it would fain be hated,

    So rich is joy that it thirsteth for woe, for hell, for hate,

    foT^hame, for the lame, for the ivorld, for this world, Oh.

    ye know it indeed!

    Yehigher men, for you doth it long, this joy, this irrepressi

    ble, blessed joy for your woe, ye failures! For failures,

    longeth all eternal joy.

    For joys all want themselves, therefore do they also want

    grief! O happiness, O pain! Oh break, thou heart! Ye higher

    men, do learn it, that joys want eternity.

    Joys want the eternity of all things, they want deep, pro

    found eternity!

    12

    Have ye now learned my song? Have ye divined what it

    would say? Well! Cheer up! Ye higher men, sing now my

    roundelay!

    Sing now yourselves the song, the name of which is &quot;Once

    more,&quot; the signification of which is &quot;Unto all eternity!&quot;-

    sing, ye higher men, Zarathustra s roundelay!THE SIGN 363

    Oman!Take heed!

    Whatsaith deep midnights voice Indeed?

    &quot;I slept my sleep,

    &quot;From deepest dream I ve woke, and plead:

    &quot;The world Is deep,

    Anddeeperthan thedaycould read.

    is its woe

    &quot;Deep

    ,

    &quot;Joy deeper still than grief can be:

    &quot;Woe saith: Hence! Go!

    &quot;But joys all want eternity,

    &quot; Wantdeep, profound eternity!&quot;

    80. The Sign

    IN THE morning, however, after this night, Zarathustra

    jumped up from his couch, and, having girded his loins, he

    came out of his cave glowing and strong, like a morning sun

    coming outof gloomymountains.

    &quot;Thou great star,&quot; spake he, as he had spoken once before,

    &quot;thou deep eye of happiness, what would be all thy happiness

    if thouhadst not those for whomthou shinest!

    And if they remained in their chambers whilst thou art

    already awake, and comest and bestowest and distributest, how

    would thy proud modestyupbraid for it!

    Well! they still sleep, these higher men, whilst/ amawake:

    they are not my proper companions! Not for them do I wait

    here in my mountains.

    my work I want to be, at my day: but they understand360 THUS SPAKE ZAE.ATHUSTRA

    not what are the signs of my morning, my step is not fo&amp;gt;

    them the awakening-call.

    They still sleep in mycave; their dream still drinketh at my

    drunken songs. The audient ear for me the obedient ear, is

    yet lacking in their limbs.&quot;

    This had Zarathustra spoken to his heart when the sun

    arose: then looked he inquiringly aloft, for he heard above

    him the sharp call of his eagle. &quot;Well!&quot; called he upwards,

    &quot;thus is it pleasing and proper to me. Mine animals are awake,

    for 1 amawake.

    Mine eagle is awake, and like mehonoureth the sun. With

    eagle-talons doth it grasp at the new light. Ye are my proper

    animals; I love you.

    But still do I lack my proper men!&quot;-

    Thus spake Zarathustra; then, however, it happened that all

    on a sudden he became aware that he was flocked around and

    fluttered around, as if by innumerable birds, the whizzing of

    so many wings, however, and the crowding around his head

    was so great that he shut his eyes. Andverily, there came down

    upon him as it were a cloud, like a cloud of arrows which

    poureth upon a new enemy. But behold, here it was a cloud of

    love, and showered upon a new friend.

    &quot;What happeneth unto me?&quot; thought Zarathustra in his

    Astonished heart, and slowly seated himself on the big stone

    which lay close to the exit from his cave. But while he grasped

    about with his hands, around him, above him and below him,

    and repelled the tender birds, behold, there then happened to

    him something still stranger: for he grasped thereby unawares

    into a mass of thick, warm, shaggy hair; at the same time, how

    ever, there sounded before him a roar, a long, soft lion-roar.

    &quot;The sign cometh&quot; said Zarathustra, and a change cameTHE SIGN 367

    over nis heart. And in truth, when it turned clear before him,

    there lay a yellow, powerful animal at his feet, resting its head

    on his knee, unwilling to leave him out of love, and doing

    like a dog which again findeth its old master. The doves, how

    ever, were no less eager with their love than the lion; and

    whenever a dove whisked over its nose, the lion shook its head

    and wondered and laughed.

    Whenall this went on Zarathustra spake only a word: ff

    Aly

    children are nigh, mychildren&quot;

    ,

    then he became quite mute

    His heart, however, was loosed, and from his eyes there

    dropped down tears and fell upon his hands. And he took no

    further notice of anything, but sat there motionless, without

    repelling the animals further. Then flew the doves to and fro,

    and perched on his shoulder, and caressed his white hair, and

    did not tire of their tenderness and joyousness. Thestrong lion,

    however, licked always the tears that fell on Zarathustra s

    hands, and roared and growled shyly. Thus did these animals

    do.-

    All this wenton for a longtime, or a short time: forproperly

    speaking, there is no time on earth for such things. Mean

    while, however, thehighermenhad awakened in Zarathustra s

    cave, and marshalled themselves for a procession to go to meet

    Zarathustra, andgivehimtheir morninggreeting: for they had

    found when they awakened that he no longer tarried with

    them. When, however, they reached the door of the cave and

    the noise of their steps had preceded them, the hon started

    violently; it turned away all at once from Zarathustra, and

    roaring wildly, sprang towards the cave. The higher men,

    however, when they heard the lion roaring, cried all aloud as

    with one voice, fled back and vanished in an instant.

    Zarathustra himself, however, stunned and strange, ros*

    from his seat, looked around him, stood there astonished, in368 THUS SPAKE ZARATHUSTRA

    quired of his heart, bethought himself, and remained alone.

    &quot;What did I hear?&quot; said he at last, slowly, &quot;what happened

    unto mejust now?&quot;

    But soon there came to him his recollection, and he took in

    at a glance all that had taken place between yesterday and to

    day. &quot;Here is indeed the stone,&quot; said he, and stroked his beard,

    &quot;on // sat I yester-morn; and here camethe soothsayer unto me.

    and here heard I first the cry which I heard just now, the great

    cry of distress.

    Oye higher men, your distress was it that tne old soothsayer

    foretold to meyester-morn,

    Unto your distress did he want to seduce and tempt me:

    O Zarathustra, said he to me, I come to seduce thee to thy

    last sin/

    To my last sin?&quot; cried Zarathustra, and laughed angrily at

    his own words: &quot;what hath been reserved for me as my last

    sin?&quot;

    And once more Zarathustra became absorbed in himself,

    and sat down again on the big stone and meditated. Suddenly

    hesprangup,

    &quot;Fellow-suffering! Fellow-suffering with the higher men!&quot;

    he cried out, arid his countenance changed into brass. &quot;Well.1

    That hath had its time!

    My suffering and my fellow-suffering what matter about

    them! DoI then strive after happiness? I strive after mywork!

    Well! Thelion hath come, mychildren are nigh, Zarathustra

    hath grown ripe, mine hour hath come:

    This is my morning, my day beginneth: arise now, arise,

    thou great noontide!&quot;

    Thus spake Zarathustra and left his cave, glowing and

    strong, like a morning sun coming out of gloomy mountains.

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